Yes today is Friday! Tomorrow my darling will be back from his hometown – Penang!! We’ll be reunited once again after a painfully long 8 days.. *warm*
I know 8 days isn’t exactly very long, but throughout this 8 days, so much has happened.. We’ve experienced many unhappy moments, and some happy ones. I’ve got my heart broken out of my own doing, and have upsetted my darling a lot. To this, I apologize to you, my love.. I guess sometimes when I get upset I do let it spiral downwards a bit and let everything loosen. To my defense, having your ex visit you on the 1st day of CNY without me around, PLUS all your relatives around does hit me rather hard. Especially when your relatives didn’t know about the break up when she was still in your house. It really isn’t fair to me, but there’s nothing I could’ve done to prevent it.
I really do hope you’d do something about it, and not let similar incidents happen in the future. Having incidents like that hit me time and time again really isn’t gonna do our relationship any good.
Anyway, I’m really looking forward to your return tomorrow. I hope you won’t be too tired to come over to my place tomorrow night. I want to spend more time with you, every single day.. 
Current count 90:90
-Girl
cheesee
chizziechick
cheesee said,
January 31, 2009 @ 1:48 am
Darling,
I cant wait to go back to you..it’s true that the past 8 days or more (counting the days of your out-of-state assignment) has been a trying time for us…i guess time and distance do affect us a lil.
The nature of your new job, and the fact that we’ve less time together, put ‘US’ to the test and it shows that we have to work even harder now to overcome the routine obstacles.
My recent run in with my ex aint helping either.
Even with all those,i choose…WE choose to believe in each other. We know deep down we both share the common goal – being ‘US’. It’s a learning point for both of us albeit a painful one.
I do believe we have both grown up a fair bit in term of r’ship mentality and understanding. I hope darling u would understand why i take it is so seriously for us to hav a solid foundation. As we both pursue our careers, there will be times where our rship will be put to test again and again..i want us to be able to weather thru all these challenges together…as ‘US’
Loving you always,
Boy
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